Daddy's day...

28th of June...my official off day every year....no exceptional for the rest of my life...a day wen i'll become the almost 100% daughter...i'd have everyting under control...temper, character...

i miss him...i noe he's somewhr out dere, looking after us and blessing us... he's w/o any worries and is leading a carefree & peaceful life...

BUT i'm selfish, i dunt wan him to lead a carefree life...
i'd rather he celebrate it with us...as a family, a loving husband to mum and a doting dad to us...

should i say we ALL mis him....even lill meimei oso noes and wans to celebrate with him...

instead of the norm celebration we usually have, we went down to Fook Hai Temple...
- no more b'dae cakes...
- no more b'dae wishes...
- no more presents...
- no more songs...
- no more shoppin for gifts

we jus wana feel his presence...and let him noe
he is still remembered...
he is still living in our hearts & mind...
his presence is still much called for...
we stilll nid him to complete the family...

Dearest Daddy,
if u can hear us, u'll noe u're deeply missed by us...
if u can see us, u'll c tat we're still trying to recover from ur loss
if u can feel us, u'll share the heartache with us

never has a day passed w/o us tinking bout u. we tok as thou ure still wit us. we order food as thou ure here to share wit us. we shop as thou u'll be here to carry for us and give opinions. we quarrel like u'll be here to resolve for us. we play games like u'll be here to introduce more new games to us...i sleep as thou u'll be there to wake mi up and fold my blanky... i skip dinner and wait for u to share supper wit mi. so much tings we missed bout u and u've left us not temporarily but permantly. we miss u deeply...