kim hong trying out mum's xin shawl...
wen the whole is bz coping wit "Q"s, we take pics of dem...*gigglez*
tryin to be *FUNNY* by disturbin dem..kekes
and these pair of darn shoes...hurt my leg...(i'm NOT going to wear dem everr...)
look wat it did...^ouchs^
but i got a pair of lovely slippers from sheena banana...hehehs/... tks soo much babe...
while @ home, i tune in to tiz channel...and realised i have not been watching it since HE left... i owaes rmb the times wen we will watch together and make small arguements over as to wich wrestler is better...OR be angry coz i din wan to watch tiz and tune to other channels.. sometimes i wished, wished that he could be back to watch the match wit mi..and i promised i'll giv in to him...or watch wit him..but it's all IMPOSSIBLE... (our fave tag-team match, wit my fave team-the hardy bro)...dey won, but no one to shared wit...wat's the point in rejoicing??..
i was doing my one-to-one wit ai li si and i start to snap again..hehehs
beginning to sLLLLaaaCCCCkkkkk...
i love tiz pic tat BONG took of miieerrr..hehehs...wen i told her DAD has passed away, she was jus as shocked as all i knew..coz she saw DAD the day b3fore...standing healthly & happily..
father's day..i got this bouquet of flowers for HIM..wen he was ard, i nv gave HIM flowers b4..how i regretted tat./...we had planned to go "YONG CHUN YUAN" for dinner either during his b'dae or father's day..but tat day will nv cum.. everyting's over, i dun tink i'll ever spend ^F^ day anymoreee...feeling damn pissed tiz few days, everywhr i wen, dere are bound to be conversations of "whr or how are u going to celebrate ^F^ day..i felt a tinge of envyness or rather jealousness within myself...i envy dose hu had dad wit em, i was jealous. why? simply b'coz i do not get to celebrate the ^F^ day wit HIM.
to make up for watsoever, i woke as early as i cud, mum says we're not going to pray to DAD, coz we're going dwn tml aniway, but i was feeling upset, so i decided to go by myself. wen i was going out, mom asked whr i was going, i simply said miting my frens...i wen to got all the necs stuff for praying and made a call to 2nd sis, askin if she wana join mi, and she told mom, in da end we went together...
aft our praying, mom overheard a young lady asking two of her children to say "happy father's day" to one of the tablets...wen i saw the children, they were like less den 10. i wondered if dey knew whr their dad wen, wat happened to their dad and do dey missed their dad...at tat moment, i felt i was fortunate, at least i get to spend like 19yrs wit HIM...life was worth it den...
my dinner during one of the pasar malam day..hehehs..yumyumyum
and the diluted "shark fin"..not that bad afterall...
at da end of day
:: if u ever hav a chance to be wit ya love ones, do appreciate em by a hug, a kiss, an *iloveu* or small little gifts..do not feel embarrased, coz dere's nthg to be embarrased abt...(u nv noe how much tiz small actions make em feel surrounded by love...)
:: spread ya lurve all ard, not oni to ya other partner..
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